Thursday, September 24, 2009

City Of Angels*


It was lunchtime and I was on the bottom steps leading to out surgery center at my office. Its rare for anyone to go up or down them at lunch and I needed to get away.
I found myself praying...praying so hard to God. I was like Meg Ryan in the movie City Of Angels ( LOVE that movie) sitting on the steps praying and hoping to be heard.

I know God is busy and there are are many other prayers that should come before my mindless nonsense but I couldn't be strong in that moment. No matter how hard I tried every breath hurt.

On the way home it seemed like every song on the radio was about my life...it was crazy. The words spoken were to me, but they didn't help. They only confirmed what was already swirling in the air around me.

& now im going to go pray some more.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Saturday, September 5, 2009

''It was needless. It could have been prevented.''

This is a true story wrote in the Augusta Chronicle 9-2-01. This is my true story. Read carefully it might make you think twice about what you do, if your driving or ridding.
This is my brothers story. Dont let it happen to you!


Two Augusta men died early Sunday morning when the pickup they were in crashed into a home on Lake Shore Loop behind Lake Olmstead.
According to a Richmond County accident report, the driver of the vehicle, Shawn Robinson, 21, of the 2200 block of Martin Road, was traveling at a high rate of speed when the truck struck a road sign at 3:03 a.m. at the intersection of Lake Terrace and Lake Shore Loop.
Christopher Phipps, 21, of the 100 block of St. Barts Drive, also died in the crash.
After hitting the sign, the 1991 Chevrolet pickup continued through a nearby yard before it crashed into a home at 10 Lake Shore Loop.
The vehicle, wedged underneath the house, then caught fire, the report states.

Robert Miller (left) and Jim Tar and examine the charred hole left in Mr. Tar's home when a truck crashed into the home and caught fire Sunday. Both occupants of the truck were killed in the early-morning crash.
Richmond County firefighters, police and residents brought the fire under control.
Mr. Robinson and Mr. Phipps were pronounced dead at the scene by Deputy Coroner Grover Tuten.
They were taken to the crime lab for toxicology tests, Mr. Tuten said.
''We do that on every violent death in Richmond County,'' he said.
Although both victims suffered burns from the fire, Mr. Tuten said the cause of death was blunt force trauma from the impact of the crash.
''Fire was a contributing factor but not the single factor,'' he said.
Mr. Robinson, who was killed instantly, suffered third-degree burns over 25 percent of his body, two broken legs, a possible broken neck and a crushed chest, Mr. Tuten said.
Mr. Phipps died at the scene of the accident at about 4:15 a.m., Mr. Tuten said. The man sustained second- to third-degree burns to his lower body, a crushed pelvis, broken ribs and two broken legs.
The owner of the damaged house, Jim Tar, and his girlfriend, Kristen Varn, were not injured.
The home, which Mr. Tar built and has lived in for three years, was littered with wood and debris after the accident.
The crash moved the home three inches on its foundation, caused smoke damage and disabled some electrical wiring and the telephone line, Mr. Tar said.
When the fire started, Mr. Tar said, he ran outside but could not see anybody although he heard someone inside the truck.
''They were underneath the dashboard,'' he said. ''I heard his last gasp
.''
( that was my brother he heard, the driver was already dead)
Family and friends of both men arrived at the scene Sunday afternoon to survey the damage.
Sherry Montgomery, Mr. Robinson's aunt, said Mr. Robinson was married and had a child. He had recently started a new job.
''It's just an absolute shock,'' Mrs. Montgomery said. ''Shawn was a gentle type person, a good friend.
''It was needless. It could have been prevented.''

This was my brother september 2nd 2001. He rode with a drunk driver and died. There is no excuse for that. They were both drinking and careless...dont let this happen to you. My bother burned to death because he did not die on impact. This happens every day.
THIS CAN BE PREVENTED!
I Love You Always Chris <3 Always, & Forever, Ann-Anise <3

Monday, August 31, 2009

Faith In Possibility <3

Relationships in your life are meant to change you. They are lessons to be learned in disguise. Everyone you meet will be your mirror and another chance for you to grow. Whether you embrace this or not is up to you. I selfishly hope that you will be forced to keep up your growth for many, many moons on this matter...because you will in fact grown into a better person.

I'm also one blessed lady. The worry over my life in the near future is real. The worry over lessons to be learned is VERY real. But being part of a "we" makes it somehow less scary. And adjustment periods or no, I know when my they say that whatever happens, i'll be okay, it's true. We will continue to grow from each others lessons and balance each other from days to come. Sure, it'd be even better if I knew the guy I was ending up with were like, 97 years old, a billionaire, and taking his last breaths from an oxygen tank. But I'll take the lessons I can get ;)


And that is that. Do not think that for one single second have I taken it for granted. Instead of wishing for the demise of a happy relationship, maybe you could see this as proof that good things are sure to come? Lucking into certain things have restored my faith in possibility.
I'd like to pass a bit of that on, if I can.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

collection of pieces

Tonight is the perfect night. I have no picture to go with this blog because there is no need for one.

I'm looking off the hard wood porch onto the most beautiful scene I have ever seen. The night is peaceful and the winds have died down. The only sound I hear is the crashing of the waves onto the tan sandy shore. Now the wind has picked up ...just enough to blow my hair back. I can see the lighthouse in front of me as it turns for the long lost ships coming home. The sky has shades of dark blue, burnt orange, with just enough pink to know the sun has disappeared, and the darkest of purples to line the bottom.

Being out here makes you peaceful, calm, and collected. It is so far from the busy day to day that it makes you let go of everything so you can enjoy what is. Something about the beach makes me rethink things in my life. It brings the pieces together to make one whole me.

This half of a week has made me realize so many amazing things about my life;

my mom is the MOST amazing person I have ever known. to think back to all of the things she has done for my brother and me ( from big to small) has amazed me.

my grandmother has been one of the most patient people in my life. she has watched me jump off the diving board 6896803652065 bagillion times in the same way but still always clapped and cheered. she was there playing solitaire all day upstairs on the computer just because I didn't want to play barbies up there alone. she made gingerale into champagne. the smell of coffee and bacon will always remind me of her house in the mornings when mom had to drop me off before work. Grits with a slice of cheese, and butter came from her...so much of me came from her...

Its random things like that I think about while watching waves at night. I collect my life... all the pieces it may be in, pray, and try to be a better collection of me.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3


p.s.-watching a sunset is VERY overrated... esp when your alone

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Neverland


I stepped over my piles of messiness and crawled into my bed. As I pulled my curly dark hair into a ponytail, I recalled several moments through the week I have tried to leave behind. I said nothing. At the very most the memories were like thoughts of of the Lost Boys. Not classy enough to be Peter Pan, though.

Their are some who would have felt bad, I know, and I would never blame them. But it’s like I said, enough is enough. Even Wendy finally abandoned Neverland when she got tired of the games and the reality that others would never grow up.

Darkness filled the corners of the bedroom. Only the light of my single candle lit parts of the room.
I will never bother to lie about it. Then I will leave, resenting growing up less, because Neverland is a place that requires a certain amount of naiveté to sustain its charm.

And it will be a very long time before I’m able to play make-believe again


Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Random

Random Things...

I'm irrationally offended by the overuse of punctuation. One exclamation point will do. Unless you are on fire.

I would have made a really shitty pioneer.

I love to wakeboard. Almost as much as figure skating.

I hate the sound of balloons popping

I can sleep...anytime, any day, anywhere.

I don't think I could start my morning without GoodMorningAmerica :)

I miss my little cousins more than anyone could ever imagine.

I wish my mom didn't have to work anymore...she deserves so much more than what is.

My brother will always be the smartest man alive... to me.

CPR classes should not last a hour & 45 min. That is just nonsense...esp when you used to have a card and just let it go out of date.

I wish my vacuum knew how to use itself. Its the only thing around my house I hate to do.

People who are not motivated aggravate me like no other.

Obama taking his time out of a press conference, about health care reform, to state that a white policeman acted stupidly because one of his black friends was arrested by him, was retarded. Stay on topic. & believe it or not....everything is not always about race.

Tybee Island sounds really good right now ;)


Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Sunday, July 12, 2009

all of the wrong times...all of the right things


Just because you take the easy road doesn't make it the right way. One of my best friends reminded me of this yesterday. We sat down on the cement bench with our feet in the sand. The music from the band and conversations blurred together as we looked down at the ground and started talking. The stars and moon reflected off of the lake...it felt like a perfect summer night.

My friends from LC have a way of making me see things how they should be...and how they shouldnt be. They keep me in check, to say the least. They make me feel special, needed, and loved.

I catch myself feeling torn between that old life with them and my new life I have started after high school. I feel upset cause I dont know where I fit in anymore. I feel like im over so much about LC until I come home and spend time with my girls and guys that I love so much. We are family, we always have been. They own my heart...it hurts being away from them. They can make me smile on my worst days. I just feel like I have left all of that behind...all of it but them. They are the type of people who are still my friends even though I have messed up so much. They make me want to go back and do it all over...better.

"If you have always taken the easy road, been able to walk and run away...then you always will. Unless you want something more...then that changes"

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Tybee Island

Tybee- to me means more than most can imagine. It brings back so much that is taken away day after day. Things I realize after my trip...( in random order)


-I cannot roll up a sleeping back the correct way. But I still got the cover over it.

- No matter how many years pass I will still know every word to Backstreet Boys 'I want it that way'. & it still made me feel just as good as it used.

- I don't like sand...it gets everywhere. The ocean water makes you sticky and nasty. But going to the beach with people you love makes all that go away.

- Fireworks are not as good unless you watch them with someone you love...actually things in general don't have the same spark as they would normally if your significant other was there.

- My dog will always be the sweetest pitbull I have ever met.

-State troopers who pull you over for speeding and STILL dont give you a ticket must be having a good day...so just smile and take your warning

- I can load and unload my car all by myself...no matter how heavy the load

- Walking at night at Tybee can clear my head easier than anything else.

-Beware- people with Jesus fish on the back of their cars CANNOT DRIVE.

-Girls that say they hate drama will ALWAYS create drama

- No matter what people say...you are who you are, you like what you like. You are not here to please anyone but yourself. And while your doing all of that you come out happy...nothing else should matter.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Monday, June 29, 2009

Silly Girl No More :)

Now, I had one of the worst weekends ever, but I'm definitely not drowning in it anymore. I know others just don't care and move on, but me, I need to cry. Fighting it, or even smiling through it, can lead to some very scary times. So my inner six year old threw a special little tantrum regarding fairness - or the lack thereof .

I must say, to my best friend Mandy, that you have made me feel even more grateful for you everyday, even more than I EVER have. The non-judging, supportive, wonderful person who chose to share her time with me. She always understands what I feel, and her first thoughts are of comforting - not shaking.

And that was that. I suddenly felt very silly for having put in so much time worrying about these feelings. Totally unnecessary. I was only trying to be agreeable! The details aren't important, but when it comes to choosing between understanding others shortcomings and just letting go, I've gone with just letting go. I have learned its better than fighting the inevitable.

I only have time to pray about the situations and the people they entail...no longer dwelling on them.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Round & Round


You spin so fast its making you sick. Round and round till its so blurry the colors run together. It went on like that, my whole life...until one day I couldn't tell if I was on the ground or still spinning...

Some people whose behavior could, at best, be described as amoral, and at worst, just a hair shy of deliberately cruel. Thats not you, not for one second. And because at the time, you were too busy hating yourself for not having enough of a backbone, you didn't deal with things. Not really. One day, years later, you will wake up and realized you were mad. Really, bone-deep angry.Then and only then will you quit hating yourself long enough to find yourself...and be you.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3



Sunday, June 14, 2009

New Way With An Old Voice


I told how I felt. I let my feelings out of the misconbobulated nonsense of my life. Once I let it out I found a small part of myself I used to know. He may have heard me and understood. He may have decided I was just like the rest of them – another black-hatted villain in his serial melodrama. But my guess is the latter, since I haven’t heard another word. I should be sorry or worried. I know I should. But mostly, I am relieved. And no longer disappointed in myself for how good that feels.

Im getting it together...slowly, but I am. I am finding my old self with everyday that passes. I miss that girl. In more ways than one. It feels better everyday finding my way with my old voice.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Let Love Live

The hardest thing is loving someone and then having the courage to let them love you back. But if you know her shit and she knows yours, and at the end of the day if you still would rather give up than try, nothings ever going to be worth it. Maybe think about it this way... you go back, you get to spend the rest of your life having really great makeup sex. Life is not about the party, or how many places you can go out to that night. At the end of the day its about who you go home with and what kind of relationship you have with them. Because at the end of that day, they're the ones that need to matter. Thats what its about...having the love and courage to let love live.

"Suddenly, a familiar song. And, you're off your chair in one, exquisite movement... wondering, searching, sniffing the wind like a dapple deer. Has God heard your little prayer? Will Cinderella dance again? And then, suddenly, the crowds part and there he is: sleek, stylish... radiant with charisma."

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Lost

Lost:

I have lost...

time. memories. excitement. momentum. friends. family. my Twister VHS I have watched more than any other movie on earth. one silver earring one of my friends gave me. my brother. my wedding barbie that my aunt gave me before being her flower girl in her wedding. my nerve. uniqueness. sleep. bets. phone numbers. my way to PA. weight. clothes. shoes. hair. my temper. my only grandpa. my first car. Yahtzee. my voice. my mom at a water park. lalla at a football game. my friends at a club in Myrtle Beach. the Super Mario game I used to play with my brother when we were growing up. boyfriends (ha. what a shame). competitions. the game clue I played with my grandma and great aunts in Washington after we ate dinner. love of playing barbies in my grandmas attic while she played solitaire. my way through south side. the ability to stay up all night and partyyy lol. the drive to drink like my friends.

My patience & Mind...

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Over- Empowerment


There's something about the love of a three-day weekend that restores my affection for humanity and my faith in possibility. And I used that for some restoration.
This week hasn't been the best week ever. The weekend was such a success (complete with a nice long dive to go and come), that by contrast, Friday night and Monday morning were all in one of the circles of hell that Dante forgot to mention. And Thursday, well today brought some unraveling and there I was, sitting in my computer chair, in my burgundy scrubs, tears in my eyes while my tense co-workers looked on at the nonsense directed towards me from another.

For once, it was not hard sit and just say nothing. It was not hard to look at my computer and act invisible. If I didn't I knew trouble would be had. I closed my eyes, thought back to my amazing weekend, and let out a deep breath I had been holding since the over-empowerment had begun.

No, the week has been nothing close to the three day escape, but the memories keep me going and wanting moore...

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Glad To Be Backkk :)


For the first time since I hurt my knee I got back on the ice. Yes, this weekend was amazing because of that. The best part has yet to be talked about though...

Waking up before noon on a Saturday morning is unheard of for me. So you can just imagine how hard it was for me to drag myself out of my warm bed to go skate. I arrived at the rink about 9:15...leaving about five minutes for me to get my skates on and prepare myself to be sore for the next few days to come.

It was better than I had hoped though. ( even though I am currently sitting here very sore from all of it.) I had the whole rink to myself. Just me and my trainer. All you could hear were my blades against the newly polished ice as I was working on my spins...and let me tell you....that's the best feeling in the world.

Now let me just add im having extreme Vertigo because of so much spinning in one day...but it was worth it.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Friday, May 1, 2009

This time a few days ago I never would have thought Friday would have gotten here. By a wing and a prayer...it has. This has been one of the longest work weeks ever. One reason for this being that three of the girls I work closely with everyday are planning weddings for the next two months. Two of those three are also trying to sell there houses...and me...buying my house. So lets just say the conversation has and will continue to be about money, showers, relators, dresses, moving and etc. Ha ha it has gotten crazy but I will be happy when the next two months are up.

Besides the obvious fact that I had a long work week, it was a good one. I'm so happy things are going so smooth with closing on the house. I have come home so mentally exhausted these past few weeks but it will be worth it.



Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Cute & Cozy...For Now ;)


I have been so busy with things going on I have had no time to write.

I just bought my first house. A cute cozy townhome on the other side of town. I love it. About a month ago I had no idea where I was going to end up when my lease ended at my apartment. Now, I have my own place and I cant wait to get out of this place to move in it. Finally, a place of my own. Its great.

Besides the fact that I have had no time to write, I have had no time to go to the gym. I hate that. Now I feel fat cause I have not worked out in a month due to other time consuming task.

Also, I have found that the chore of picking out my own carpet, paint, and accesories is a harder job than it sounds. It has made me realize I hate making decisions that I will be stuck with for years to come...and that sucks cause I am being forced to pick all of these things to be stuck with. But I put my big girl panties on and finally made some choices...and believe it or not, im very happy with my choices....for now ;)

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise <3

Saturday, April 18, 2009

End it with chocolate covered strawberries, bubble bath, candles, cosmo, & a glass of sparkling white grape juice :)


The tittle says it all. My day was so long that I would not let it end any other way. Yes pictured beside this is my cosmo, bubble bath, my new luffa sponge, and all of my amazing chocolate covered strawberries I made. Yes I made :)

So I lit all the candles, and started a warm bath. Pouring half the bottle of bubble bath in as well. I grabbed my cosmo, a glass of white grap juice, and my poor dog didnt see me for another hour and a half. It was great.

Once out of my steam room and bath, I headed to the kitchen. I got out my chocolate covered strawberries, grabbed a warm blanket and currled up on the couch. A movie going, candles burning, chocolate covered strawberries...and me. Yes, just me.

And it was one of the best ways I could have ever thought about spending time after a long day with the doctor on call :)

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise

Friday, April 10, 2009

Click, Click...Pull.

Complications are sure to rear their ugly heads down the road, but for right now, I think you can expect all of my issues to rate at about the same level of seriousness as the stain on my pants. I've had problems more times than I care to admit. Yeah, misery loves company. Not that I'm saying im miserable, but I'm right there with you in finding solace in the fact that other people are in the same lousy boat I am. Money, love, career. Whatever. And I've probably (okay, more than probably) cheered for someone's failure when they have something I don't. Mostly because if they've succeeded and I have not, there must be something wrong with me. At least, that's the conclusion I'm tempted to draw.

Thankfully, there's an unlimited amount of happiness available in the Universe and it might just take the right set of circumstances to get your mitts on some. I will be the first to acknowledge that I simply got really, really lucky. And I knew it from moment one. When he was at the door that night, something inside me said (quite loudly, too), "there it is." And that was that.

Always & Forever,

-Ann-Anise <3

Monday, April 6, 2009

Bound To Change

I guess my heart was bound to change...

You cant trust someone you dont respect....and if you cant respect someone you cant love them. Time has a way of passing by...until I dont remember why, or how to care anymore.

I change everyday by the things that happen to me...but I refuse to be reduced by it.

The roar dies, just for a second, and I think I can hear one of my own thoughts for once. But no. It was another fake illusion I made up in my head...or so I was made to feel. Thing is, I always feel weird sorts of compulsion to please people. In fact, I piss people off all the time because my pretty little compulsion is to make things right. You there, why are you crying? This situation can be remedied! Here, let me. I know it comes across as bossy, and I imagine people resent it (how could they not?) that I care less about them liking me than I do about the ease and orderliness of their existence. I don't like to see people stressed, or in chaos, or crying. So I will do whatever it takes to stop it. Even if, it turns out, that means absorbing the stress myself. I might be broke, but I will make myself broker to stop you from crying. The end result being that I get cranky and need to nap a lot. Most of my life, in fact.

Obviously, this is something I should be talking about to a therapist of some kind. But we'll save that for a time when I'm not sleepy and rich. So, um, anyway, I think I'm going to go climb in bed now...<3

Always & Forever <3

Ann-Anise

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Prayers <3



I pray at odd times of the day, but everyday. I pray for my family and their well being. I pray for my friends and their struggles. I pray for everyones happiness...and health.

I spent most of my night last night praying on my living room floor. It started out like a normal updated prayer that I felt needed to be said...but it turned out to be so much more than that.

I shocked myself by getting so upset midway through my prayer. Everything from the past few weeks has been building up and it came out...all at that moment. Once I got upset, I asked God to take away my pain. I felt empty and hurt...broken. I felt like there was no way out of it besides to pray.

I woke up today and felt like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. I felt better. I knew God had heard me and taken my pain. I just felt in my heart God was taking care of me like he always does. I felt right <3

Always & Forever <3

Ann-Anise

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Love...& What Not


"You may as well give in, he is your long distance lover that you want to spend the rest of your life with. He is your steel-eyed, soft hearted, warm smiling, blank-minded, hyperactive, overreacting , curious, passive, talented, spontaneous, physically fit, good looking, good for nothing, bundle of worry."

Love, not as a surge of passion, but as a choice to commit to something, someone, no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way. And maybe making that choice, again and again, day in and day out, year after year, says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.

There are kinds of love that are freeing, and there are loves that are frightening. This, uniquely, is both. The thought of ever feeling this heavy, unbreakable love for another person is tremendous. But every time I feel my heart get squeezed, I am grateful that it has been. I am more alive and more real as a result. <3

Always & Forever <3

Ann-Anise

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Decision Mountain


"Theres always gonna be another mountain...im always gonna make it move."

Sometimes I feel so disconnected from everything and everyone. I feel almost broken, like somethings not right. So it's no surprise that during this afternoons rainy drive home I found myself in a climate controlled temper tantrum, hurling insults at my fellow passerbyers.

I surprised myself by being so upset. So mad at the universe for being unfair, for forcing me into deciding between my confusions. And hurt. Cause Im not only upset, alone on a rainy night, and having knee pain...im miserable from all the confusion going on in my head I cant decifer between to make any kind of desision about anything!

Always & Forever-

Ann-Anise <3

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Running Away


When I was a little girl I never realized the multitude of problems life would throw at me, or the types of problems I could and would get myself into. When everyone said life wasn’t easy, and to take my time, I just didn’t know to what extent they were talking about. I was oblivious to words of advice but not to things going on around me, not by a long shot.

When I was growing up I always thought running away would be the best thing that I could make happen for myself. I could be free. I thought of this amazing life away from the close knit town I had come to know and be apart of so well. I pictured this lavish life covering up everything I was running from.

Ha, at the time I was only what, twelve? To think of that now sounds crazy but I can understand the running away part. I still walk away from most things that bother me. It is better for me to walk away than to face something so hard at the time. Thats sad. You should always face your problems and never run away.

Im still working on that one.

Despite everything I’d always believed, running away from things is actually really hard to do. It’s the aftermath that causes all the agony.
Nothing about leaving baggage is easy. Nothing.
Always & Forever-
Ann-Anise <3

Monday, March 16, 2009


You probably didnt know...

I just spent the past five seconds of my life pushing my snoring dog off of me just long enough so I could type...

I watched Pretty Woman AT LEAST ten times this weekend because I was hurt and it was to nasty to go out...

I eat fudge sickles and dream bars by the box, at the same time...haha...
I love cheese toast more than is reasonable. I extremly outgoing, I ask billions of questions, and speak Spanish to my dog. I sleep a lot when I'm stressed. I stay home most Monday nights so I can watch the new episodes of House. I have two drawers full of underwear. I love to use the mouth wash for kids that doesnt burn :)

I have a counter full of perfume; I wear the same one every single day. I distrust women who talk too much or carry Louis Vuitton. That shit is too expensive to be that ugly.
I have really nice legs, okay cheekbones and bad posture. I am a terrible liar. I hate the sound of an alarm clock more than any other sound on the planet. I love to make people smile :)

Always & Forever-

Ann-Anise

Saturday, March 14, 2009


The worry over the near future is real. Very real. But being part of a "we" makes it somehow less scary. And adjustment periods or no, I know when he says that whatever happens, we'll be okay, it's true. We will. Sure, it'd be even better if he were like, 87 years old, a millionaire, and wheezing his last breaths from an oxygen tank. But I'll take what I can get.

Omission saves people from too much scrutiny, spares the people from being too aware of my own tendency to over-think, and it protects me from over-exposing a sometimes too-tender heart.

Always & Forever <3

Ann-Anise

Friday, March 13, 2009

Torn MCL & All That Fun Stuff

So its Friday around eleven thirty...im not at work and im not asleep....im sitting on my soft brown coutch with my leg propped up at an acute angle. This is not a comfortable position for me because I have been in the same position for hours...hours of the days that go by I lay in this position because I rather stay here than get out and about with my death trap crutches. Yes I it is a full body workout when you use thoughs crazy things.

So the dishes are in a pile, the laundry is taller than me...and I could think of a million things I would rather do...including being at work right now.

-Stuckkk Here-

Ann-Anise