‎Don't look back sweet heart, it's bad luck. Hope Floats

"And she was happy. She was relaxed and one hundred percent herself all the time. And not just accepted, but adored for it. She didn't care about the age difference, because it didn't seem to matter. Except in the singular instance when it did."

" I just don't have time for us right now, not enough time to give you what you deserve."

"She wanted to be a mother one day. He already had his shot at parenting and didn't want to do it again. He was crazy about her, but afraid she would be missing out on the chance to have what she really deserved. Which was more than he could muster up to give. She then sank to her knees on the carpet and cried.

Because she was happy, and now she is not."

At first, I just stared from afar thinking he must have gotten her confused with someone else. This doesn't happen to her- she lets nothing come close to her heart. So guarded with a strong heart. I had never, in my whole life of being friends with her, seen her sink to this point about someone she was with.

Despite everything I'd always believed, breaking up is actually really easy to do.
It's the aftermath that causes all the agony.

Be bitter, or get better. Life is all about choices

Psalm 46:10
Be still and know that I am God.

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise.

P.S. I love you girl.

If you think I am out of reach, I am. If you think you're fast enough, you aren't

Some days I just cant find the words. Sometimes I just cant muster up the energy to bring out suppressed emotions to write. I know I need to write it out before it burst out-in tears. I don't know why I hold the whole world on my shoulders and I feel like I have to do it alone- without any ones help...and that's why I have this blog- to decompress, ha ha.

People, there is just no end to the list of things I can worry about. I mean, nothing should require this much pondering, but I put in the effort, maybe care too much...because that's the kind person I am. I don't like to see people stressed, in chaos, or hurt. So I will do whatever it takes to stop it. Even if, it turns out that means absorbing the stress myself. I might be broke, but I will make myself broker to stop you from crying. The end result being that I get cranky and need to nap a lot. Most of my time off in fact.
Don't judge my heart or mind- you cant even imagine.

I will make you a wall to this people, a fortified wall of bronze; they will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you to rescue and save you, declares the LORD.
Jeremiah 15:20

Always & Forever,

Ann-Anise.